“Aargh!!!” shouted Sharifah bolting up. Something wet
and cold was on her face. Panicked she pulled it away. She stared at the thing,
disoriented. It was a small wet towel. Sharifah looked around her. She was in a
room, with a stack of mattress laying in one corner and a long study table in
front of her. She could feel her clothes wet and sticking to her. Even the mattress beneath her was wet. Where
was she? Where was Rafiq?
She was startled by a presence at the door.
“Your
awake!” screamed a hysterical Sofia
and flung her arms around Shairfah. Sharifah gave a weak smile.
“Who
long have I been asleep?” she asked in pure Malay.
“
Three hours the longest three hours ever.
You were delirious ma... Talking and sleep walking. Wanted to call 999 tadi,”
said Sofia kneeling beside her. Sharifah tried to get up and fell back down.
Her legs were still weak.
“
Ha, be careful , tengah demam nak pergi mana,” said Sofia feeling her forehead. It was even warm.
Sofia moved her hand to Sharifah’s cheeks and then under her chin. She felt
beneath her chin.
“Peliknye…
your fevers gone,” said Sofia
with a frown. Three hours ago her friend was blazing hot and now she was
normal. Not even a single temperature. Sharifah tried to get up again. She had
to go see Rafiq. She had to go see wether he was ok. Slowly she got up and
started towards her the bathroom.
“Jom
gi hospital, I need to see Rafiq,” said Sharifah to the still confused Sofia.
“Rafiq?
Michael and Aida ada sama dia. He had another a seizure. Their monitoring him,”
said Sofia.
Sharifah stopped midway to the bathroom.
“Micheal?”
asked Sharifah, when was he called so informally?
“You
tak ingat? What happened at the clinic and that he sent us back here,” said Sofia.
Sharifah looked confused and shook her head.
“Fill
me in on the way to the hospital,” she said and turned back towards the
bathroom.
Half
an hour later the two girls were in the bus towards Kuala Lumpur. Sofia told her what had happened when they
went to the clinic, her talk with Michael and while she was sick. In returned
Sharifah told her what had happened in her dreams.
Sofia took it really well, she didn’t make fun of her instead
she was excited. This would confirmed her theory. Sharifah didn’t say anything
and looked at the orange color surrounding the sky as the sun was setting and
night emerging.
It was dark when they reached the hospital. There
wasn’t anybody outside the ICU. Sharifah’s heart was pounding. Normally Aida’s
family would be waiting outside the room, waiting anxiously. There was no one.
Sharifah felt scared, for herself and
also for Rafiq. Had she failed?
Sofia saw her anxiety and
put a hand on her arm.
“Relaks,
it’s just 7.00. Visitors are not aloud inside the ICU so I think they have all
gone home.” Sharifah shrugged. The two of them sat on the bench facing the ICU
door hoping that either the nurse or even Michael would come out.
They sat there for almost an hour. It was the longest
hour that she felt. Both Sofia and Sharifah had fallen a sleep. Sharifah woke
up when she felt a hand shaking her. Sharifah opened one eye and saw that it
was Aida.
“Hey,”
said Sharifah shortly. Aida smiled at her. Was she forgiven?
“Hi,
what are young doing here?” she asked.
“I
heard Rafiq had a seizure so thought of checking up on him”
“He’s
not in the ICU, they moved him.” Sharifah looked at her surprised. Wasn’t he in
a critical condition. Why move him? Sofia
stirred beside her and woke up. Lazily she smiled at Aida.
“Come
on, I’ll take you to him,” said Aida helping Shairfah up. Sharifah looked at
her friend trying to search her eyes, wanting to say the words ‘I’m sorry’ and
to be forgiven. Aida smiled back at her friend and squeezed her arm gently as
if to say that everything between them was okay.
“Are
you ok?” asked Aida worriedly. Sharifah just nodded. Aida took them into a ward full of patients. Aida walk.ed on
passing each row of beds until she stopped at the end.
There was a lot of people surrounding the bed,
talking excitedly. Shairfah saw Aida’s mother and father. There was some that
Sharifah didn’t recognized. All of them looking towards the bed. Aida pulled
Sharifah nearer to the bed. The people there parted and gave way for them to
walk through. There sitting up straight with a pillow prompt at his back
was……..Rafiq, alive, awake…a bit pale but he looked healthy.
Sofia had held back when
Aida pulled Shairfah near the bed but she saw Rafiq clearly. Her mouth dropped.
“Exciting
isn’t it,” said a voice behind her. Sofia
turned and saw Michael standing right behind her, smiling happily.
“When
did he wake up?” asked Sofia
“Almost
two hours ago. Suddenly he bolted up like he’s been electrocuted or something,”
said Micahel . “It’s a miracle no signs of brain damage and yet he had three
seizures.”
“Yeah miracle,” said Sofia thoughtfully. She watched as Sharifah
approached Rafiq and her gazed dropped at Aida. She looked so happy, there was
no sign of jealousy seeing Sharifah near Rafiq.
Sharifah walked cautiously towards Rafiq. He was
eyeing her even when he was talking to Anita at the other side of his bed. She
reached his side and smiled. He smiled back, a bit confused. He looked like he
was trying to remember her.
“Sharifah,
my friend,” whispered Aida behind her.
Rafiq nodded and smiled but Sharifah noticed something……something else
in his eyes. Was it recognition? Did he remember what had happened? But it was
gone and he looked and smiled warmly at Aida behind her. Sharifah’s heart
dropped…. He didn’t remember…Sharifah walked away from the crowed and went to
Sofia and Michael. Sofia
saw her downcast face and put an arm around her shoulder.
“You
know, I could use an ABC now. Who wants
to follow? My treat, I’m still off
today,” said Michael looking at the two girls.
“I’m
in,” said Sofia
cheerfully. “Teh tarik for Sharifah. She just recovered from a fever” she added
cheekily.
“
Tak achi,” said Sharifah punching playfully at her friend.
The three of them went to the ICU entrance, the
automatic door opened and as they walked out, the door closed behind them……………